i'm really starting to hate sundays. i'm alone a lot these days and though i try to be okay with it, find books to read and movies to watch and things to do...keeping my head up is hardest on sundays. i need a friend but it seems i've done something to drive them all away. even bestest friend is unavailable. i have no one. moments like this cause me to consider taking nyquil or something to knock me out, send me into unconscious oblivion. maybe it isn't so lonely there. maybe it doesn't hurt so much there.
i don't even have to hide these days, no one is looking for me.
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